Well today is my last day at being 31. What a year it has been! It started off exactly Jan 1 by my father having a heart attack and being in hospital for the next two weeks. All was calm for the next couple of months and then my eldest sister turned 40. No big deal there except a few weeks later she was arrested, and I spent the day in the docks with her. The next five months was a battle to get her kids back, which she finally did without conviction or criminal record, it was all a...

Tonight I was invited to my nephews 6th class graduation. The night began in the school hall with certificates presented to each member of the class. I was so proud as an Uncle to sit there and see my nephew all of 11 at his first graduation. They then sang a couple of songs and then an imovie presentation of the past year was put on for all to see. This brought a tear to my eye. Watching how the next generation of youth was passing from one stage of their lives to the next. How when ...

Here is a hypothetical scenario for you.. Most of the US military force is stationed overseas. They are tired. Overstretched to the limits. Link China makes its intentions known to attack Taiwan. Russia builds its troops to the borders of Afghanistan. The United States is in a frenzy trying to calm the situation around the world, but is unaware that China and Russias intentions is to attack the United States. Link Already China has been trying to influence...

I have a few questions.. Will JU last forever? Is it just my machine or am I noticing a slowdown in uptake of articles? I've also been noticing a slowdown in page refreshes lately? IS this a common thing? or is JU slowing down? I wouldnt have a clue what it takes to run a website and its upkeep. It would be interesting to know what goes on behind the scenes on JU and how many hours and people it takes to run a website such as this. Do websites eventually run out of space? ...

What is with the recent spate of suicidals on JU? There seems to be a big cry out for help at the moment from some recent bloggers wanting to end it all. Is life really that painful that you want to end it? I spend most of my life trying to find ways to live. Trying to prolong life by taking a huge amount of medication that is extremely toxic to my body yet it is supposed to help fight a virus that is slowly taking it over. I try to manage a range of side effects ranging from extrem...

Have you ever loved someone so much that you would give your life for them? This was an article written on here a couple of days ago. It caused me to think alot about who I would die for. There is one person in my life who means the most to me. He is my best mate. We have been through some tough times together and some really beautiful moments together as well. Thing is at the moment we arent talking with each other. We had a really stupid argument last weekend and ever since then we have...

The medication I am on at the moment is producing some really bizarre dreams. Last night I had a dream about a cat and this lady who had two dogs. The dogs had to kill the cat and were let loose on it. When they caught the cat they attacked it but didnt kill it just paralysed it. Then I went to the womans house and she had a whole lot of cats. The bizarre thing was that some of them had three eyes, like a third eye in the middle. Now with efavrez dreams (the drug).. the dreams are ver...

It seems like the UFO's are back in a big way all over the world at the moment. They are being described as meteorites, flashing lights, hovering lights. This weekend there has been a major influx. What is bringing them back in a big way?? This morning right along the eastern coast of Australia: Link Lights over Darwin last night: Link UFO's over Veracruz Mexico Link Have you ever seen strange lights in the skies JU users? What have been your Alien encounters? ...

Well finally there is something that I agree with the Prime Minister John Howard and treasurer Peter Costello on. This year for Christmas give your children Love. I work at a major department store in Australia. The past couple of weeks have been really busy. Being a checkout operator I see what people are buying their families for Christmas. It seems to me that people are buying things just for the sake of buying. They seem to have an endless amount of credit to spend without any tho...

There is a lesson I am learning in this lifetime. At the moment it is hitting home really hard. In the end no matter who you have around you or how much you give of yourself, your alone. Noone or nothing can truly understsnd how you might feel inside or experience what you have experienced in this lifetime. Aloneness is all we have.

I was listening to a CD called Buddha Bar yesterday. The words from a particular song really has stuck in my head, and my heart too.. A lover knows only humility He has no choice. He steals into your alley at night He has no choice. He longs to kiss every lock of your hair, dont fret He has no choice. In his frenzied love for you he longs to break the chains of his imprisonment. He has no choice. A lover asked his beloved Do you love yourself more than you love me? Beloved rep...

SO JU user Ive been blogging on here now since May this year. I've shared a little of my life about living with this virus. Is there anything you want to know? Is there anything your curious about? What experiences have you had when it comes to do with HIV?

Today we remember all those that have lost their lives. Today we remember the ones who have gone and have left their legacies. Today we remember the ones who are still fighting. Light a Candle. Buy a Ribbon. Make a Difference.