Well it is official. Im moving. Not only am I moving but im moving 1000kms north from here to a place I lived before called Byron Bay. This is the place I became HIV positive, the place where my whole life changed. But im going back, this time my best mate is coming with me and im going there working and living as a different person to the way I was back then. I've got 4 weeks to move, meaning Ive gotta start packing and getting things organised. Im really excited about all th...

I've got an old 1983 Honda Accord. Recently in order to pass it for registration I had to have some rust cut out of it. So at the moment it is patchy white with grey patches. It needs two new tyres, it has power windows but the back windows won't go back up if they are put down. I drive it cause it gets me places. Im not a rev head or really into cars BUT... Some days I wish I had a car that just went. Didnt require much maintenance and had a CD player in it. Somedays like today. I ...

One of the biggest laughs I have nearly everyday is watching the Jerry Springer show. Im sure most people are aware of what it is. It is such a laugh seeing these stupid people get up on stage and bare all sometimes literally in order to get their personal lives on the television airing their dirty laundry for all the world to see. Sometimes I wonder if there is some intelligent life out in the universe watching these programs thinking "what the f#%k"??!" is this what humanity has come...

I want to stop smoking It is really hard to do at the moment. I can't really go on any of the patches cause they interact with my other meds. If I do it it has to be pure will power. What is it that makes me want to keep smoking? I dont like it anymore. It just needs to stop.

Finally after all the airport dramas and hassles with getting home I finally arrived back home on Tuesday afternoon after waiting inline for 2 hours for check in and then my plane was supposed to leave at 11.30am but instead left at 1.30pm, meaning I finally arrived in Sydney by 3pm that afternoon. Apparently I get a free flight from it all and am waiting now after their email stating that they are going to personally call each person affected by the delays. I spent a few days in Sydne...

Well it's round two for me leaving Melbourne today. After the dramas of yesterday with the evacuation, I called and reconfirmed my flight they told me to get there at least an hour early so Im going to get there at least an hour and a half early. There are already huge cues and people aren't happy. Anyhow Im so looking forward to getting back. Here's hoping! Keep your fingers crossed for me!

Well Im still in Melbourne. I was supposed to be flying out today and heading back home. I did some shopping in the morning and made my way to the airport. I had said goodbye to Melbourne for the time being. Anyhow when I got to the airport it was chaos. There were firebrigades and police and men dressed up in space suits everywhere. Typically in an emergency situation everyone except the passengers knew what was going on and there was nothing broadcast or no one to tell anyone what was h...

it's my last night in Melbourne. I've had a good time. Alot of it has been spent wanting it to go quickly so I could get home and see my mate. I hate it when Im somewhere yet want to be somewhere else only when Im there wishing I was in the place I was before. So this time was a strange time for me in Melbourne. I didnt really have alot of money to spend so i didnt do much shopping. I didnt get out into the city much, it felt weird like I didnt belong here. I've always loved melbourne...

Im still in Melbourne for the next few days. We headed down the coast on Friday past Geelong to go to the beach and spend some time in the sun. Unfortunately there wasn't much sun but we still had a good time there. Stayed overnight at a place called the lighthouse keepers inn. Was a little didgy but it was good for the bed. This part of the coast is such a beautiful site during all parts of the day. There are alot of lighthouses down this way. Very big ones. Am looking forward to...

So Marvin for once was right. After reading his article (although it seemed sensationalist and derogatory) I had to do some investigations. There does seems to be a new strain of HIV around called 3-DCR HIV, although there are experts in the field questioning whether the anouncement was premature, I think it is still something to be on the lookout for. The emergence of this strain of the virus is one that causes alarm to me. Apparently it is a strain which causes the HIV to be resistant t...

Is this the beginning of the formation of a Super Storm??

Well Im currently on a break in Melbourne. It also coincides with the Midsumma festival which is kinda Melbournes answer to the Mardi Gras which happens in Sydney at this time as well. On Sunday it was Carnival, which is like a huge picnic with stalls and entertainment focusing on the gay dollar and interests around town. It was a great day. As you can see from the above picture my appetite was satisfied, as well as my need for keepng up my tan this summer. Im here until Monday. ...

So here I am in Melbourne. I dont really want to be in Melbourne at the moment but have to make the most of it while I am here. It was a hot day today. Melbourne is funny for weather it can be really hot one day and cold the next. Which is what it's supposed to be like tomorrow. i didnt feel too well when I got up this morning. I had some more efavrenz dreams, in it I went to see a psychic and he told me that I wasnt meant to be in a relationship in this lifetime. Kinda made me sad when I...

Well it's been a really crazy week for me. I know I said goodbye to JU.. but Ive realised that there is something I need to share or get out of my head and this is a great place to do it. So if you can bare with me sometimes then please forgive me for not writing as much as I would like to. Ok where do I begin? It's been a weird few weeks for me. I havent been working cause they havent been giving me work. Apparently they didnt meet budget so work is scarce. What they had been givin...