So here I am in Melbourne. I dont really want to be in Melbourne at the moment but have to make the most of it while I am here.
It was a hot day today. Melbourne is funny for weather it can be really hot one day and cold the next. Which is what it's supposed to be like tomorrow. i didnt feel too well when I got up this morning. I had some more efavrenz dreams, in it I went to see a psychic and he told me that I wasnt meant to be in a relationship in this lifetime. Kinda made me sad when I woke up, but that's Efavrenz for you.
Anyhow after slowly getting my act together today I went out and did get myself a psychic reading. It was kinda interesting. He told me that I have been preparing myself for a long while now. And that now is the time for utilising what I have learnt through emotional and mental means to put it all into practise. He told me he saw me on a ship ready to set sail. He also said to me that I wasnt happy with my home, which is true and that within the next 3 or 4 weeks Ill be moving. Now that is really interesting...
The day that my mate got bashed we had talked about moving away together. He got a promotion in his job and he is supposed to be moving to Byron Bay. So I told him I wanted to come too. And that is what we decided on doing. That is why he was out celebrating that he was going to be getting out of Sydney and moving into a new life. What the psychic told me today was that I had made a pact with someone (true) and that I was going to be moving with them where I would be putting into practice alot of what I have learnt and that they would be a catalyst for me. (true), but now that this has happened with him Im not sure what is going to happen I will have to wait and see.
So I saw the psychic and felt good after it. It sort of cleared alot of space in my mind. That I am doing the right thing at the moment. And that everything will fall into place. Again it is the year of Action for me.
Am i ready to move away? Yes totally! Actually I have been ready for a few months now. I feel stagnant. I need to have a change of scenery. Is Byron the right place for me? Well it is interesting because that is where I contracted HIV, and I have lived there before. I like the energy there, not so much in the centre of town but on the outskirts. So is this going to happen? Well it all depends on the outcome of how my mates hand turns out.. he was told he will never be able to bend his thumb again and with the work he does it is essential. So will have to see when I get back home.