What did I do this weekend?? I slept! I've been eating so much this past couple of weeks that alot of the night I havent been sleeping, cause I've been hungry. But this weekend I've had at least 10 hours sleep each night. And boy have I needed it! Not only have I slept but I have had the most beautiful dreams. One of them was a dream about at leat 8 whales all playing in the ocean, I love whales they are my personal totem so dreaming about them makes it even more special because it'...

Well another weekend is finally here. Looking outside its another winters day.. we still havent had any rain and we are on water restrictions still. I wonder what sludge we are washing ourselves with thats coming from the bottom of the dams. We had a news item last night showing the town that was flooded when they built the dam which is now resurfacing. Bit scary actually considerig it hasnt been seen since it was flooded for the dam. Gotta start getting out there and doing a rain dance. ...

Last night i did something i normally wouldnt do. I rang up the local radio station who features a local psychic lady on Sunday nights. I asked her about some guidance for the moment in my life. She said to me that I had lots of Agels around me at the moment and that within the next six months i will recieve divine intervention in my life. She said that I will get into something that I dont really want to get into but to go with it and something magical will happen. She also said she s...

I tried to create another blog and link it to my original one..whenever I write a blog it tells me that the article doesnt exist. Help guys what am i doing wrong? It seems to be coming up in the recent articles and its tallying on the number of articles Ive written as well. But its not coming up? HELP! pleasenow people are getting into the articles but they arent showing up when i go to the site http://weightgain.joeuser.comso where are they posting to??

Well Winter has finally arrived here in OZ.. I knw ive said that before but the past couple of days its been really cold and windy! Its Saturday here.. the start of the first weekend for the past 2 years that I havent had my best mate around. Helped him move to the big smoke last weekend and he is enjoying his experience living up there. Im really happy for him but Im really gonna miss him. Guess it opens up the possibility for someone new to come into my life down here. Apparently we...

Last nights episode of Big Brother was one that TV viewers in Oz should be very proud of. picture courtesy of the Sydney Morning Herald 14 June 2004 Merlin, the guy in the picture was evicted last night from the TV show Big Brother 4. He refused to talk yet made a silent protest about the plight of the refugees held in detention centres here in Oz. Good on you Merlin! They want reality TV. You gave it to them!

Well Ive been working heaps this week which has kept me away from the computer and keeping my mind busy. So I havent really had the chance to blog lately. But work is going great! Im really enjoying it and have been checkout chick this past week which has been fun meeting the customers as they leave and giving them a big smile and seeing the smile returned is great too. One great bit of news though is that for the first time ever in the past 14 years of being HIV positive I am now undet...

Well the past two days we have been hit by arctic conditions here in Oz. ... It snowed where it hasnt snowed before and we have had gale force winds and rain as well.. still not enough for the catchment but it tried its best. And thanks to Dharmas beenie my head was kept safe from the cold! I reckon she should market them! make stock now for the winter! People they are the warmest beenies I have ever worn.. maybe cause it was made with such love and the colours are that of fire! Who ...

Well here it is folks... I woke up to this article on line this morning.. Link telling the world that a melbourne scientist has found that HIV is killed in the test tube by lemon juice! Now there has been a website for years going around that tells people with HIV to drink whole lemons with olive oil everyday and that it kills the virus in the system. Its been around for years, but has been ditched by scientists and organisations as a crank and people have been warned not to do it....

In JU there seems to be a wide range of people blogging. People with all sorts of backgrounds and experiences. What Im wondering is what is the age group of the people who blog on here? Am I being rude in asking how old are the people on here? Just to get an idea of the audience.. How old are you?? Im 31 almost 32. What does it matter? Well Id like to understand the different generations of people blogging and from what ideology they might have been brought up with.

This is a Tibetan Prayer wheel..the inscription reads "Om Mani Padme Hung" which means the Jewel in the Lotus. It is the essence of the Buddhas teaching. It is said that the prayer wheel when turned eminates the prayers into the universe for all beings to benefit. May all beings here on JU and throughout the Universe benefit from the turn of the Wheel. You can read more about the benefits of prayer wheels in this link which is really great! Link Benefit of Prayer Wheels

There is a syndrome named the "Lazarus Syndrome" and is attributed mainly to people with HIV or AIDS. Im sure we are all familiar with the biblical character Lazarus who was brought back to life by Jesus. Well its named Lazarus syndrome cause it means you prepare for death only to realise that it isnt going to happen so you start to prepare to live again. This has happened to me several times living with HIV. When I was first diagnosed my doctor had given me no longer than six to twelv...

Well it was back to a more stable routine for me today. I started work at a huge department store today. It was mostly training and occupational health stuff today and not out on the floor but I felt really good being there and it being a routine I can get myself into. I havent worked in a "normal" job for a while well one that I dont have to think much and can leave and not take it with me. BEing Poz things can go a little haywire without much notice so having a proper job with a routin...

I was so excited to get my mail today.. I got my beenie!! Dharma siad to me a couple of weeks ago that she was going to knit me a beenie. At the time I was really surprised cause for one noone has ever knitted me anything, and two we dont even know each other and she did it out of the kindness of her heart. For me this is such a big deal because I think that for someone to give like this without even knowing me then their heart really is golden. The beenie is great! It looks like i...