it's my last night in Melbourne. I've had a good time. Alot of it has been spent wanting it to go quickly so I could get home and see my mate. I hate it when Im somewhere yet want to be somewhere else only when Im there wishing I was in the place I was before. So this time was a strange time for me in Melbourne. I didnt really have alot of money to spend so i didnt do much shopping. I didnt get out into the city much, it felt weird like I didnt belong here. I've always loved melbourne...

Im still in Melbourne for the next few days. We headed down the coast on Friday past Geelong to go to the beach and spend some time in the sun. Unfortunately there wasn't much sun but we still had a good time there. Stayed overnight at a place called the lighthouse keepers inn. Was a little didgy but it was good for the bed. This part of the coast is such a beautiful site during all parts of the day. There are alot of lighthouses down this way. Very big ones. Am looking forward to...

So Marvin for once was right. After reading his article (although it seemed sensationalist and derogatory) I had to do some investigations. There does seems to be a new strain of HIV around called 3-DCR HIV, although there are experts in the field questioning whether the anouncement was premature, I think it is still something to be on the lookout for. The emergence of this strain of the virus is one that causes alarm to me. Apparently it is a strain which causes the HIV to be resistant t...

Well Im currently on a break in Melbourne. It also coincides with the Midsumma festival which is kinda Melbournes answer to the Mardi Gras which happens in Sydney at this time as well. On Sunday it was Carnival, which is like a huge picnic with stalls and entertainment focusing on the gay dollar and interests around town. It was a great day. As you can see from the above picture my appetite was satisfied, as well as my need for keepng up my tan this summer. Im here until Monday. ...

So here I am in Melbourne. I dont really want to be in Melbourne at the moment but have to make the most of it while I am here. It was a hot day today. Melbourne is funny for weather it can be really hot one day and cold the next. Which is what it's supposed to be like tomorrow. i didnt feel too well when I got up this morning. I had some more efavrenz dreams, in it I went to see a psychic and he told me that I wasnt meant to be in a relationship in this lifetime. Kinda made me sad when I...

Well it's been a really crazy week for me. I know I said goodbye to JU.. but Ive realised that there is something I need to share or get out of my head and this is a great place to do it. So if you can bare with me sometimes then please forgive me for not writing as much as I would like to. Ok where do I begin? It's been a weird few weeks for me. I havent been working cause they havent been giving me work. Apparently they didnt meet budget so work is scarce. What they had been givin...

2005 .. I've termed for me the year of Action. A year when every dream for me will become a reality, where the energy inside me is going to be released and put into play. I had an amazing encounter over the New Year period. I met a wonderful man who in such a short space of time helped me to realise that there is no time like the present. Each moment counts. Every action makes a difference. 2004 was a year of great change for me. Lots of turmoil and inner work which has brought me...

The Prayer by Andrea Bocelli.. Sung by Anthony Callea I pray you’ll be our eyes, and watch us where we go. And help us to be wise in times when we don’t know. Let this be our prayer, when we lose our way. Lead us to a place, guide us with your grace To a place where we’ll be safe. La luce che tu dai Nel cuore restera A ricordarci che L’eterna stella sei. I pray we’ll find your light, And hold it in our hearts When stars go out each night, Remind us where you are.. ...

The latest on my adventures with HIV.. The last time I went to the doctors a couple of weeks back I told them I was over the effects of Efavrenz. The dreams and not being able to function normally in the mornings is taking its toll on me. SO they once again did a resistence test and I have to wait for the results in a couple of weeks, that is if I have enough virus in my blood to have the test work. My next option would be injecting myself twice a day with a new drug called Fuzeon or T...

As I sit in my lounge room at five minutes to midnight on Christmas eve.. stoned.. Im reminded of a song.. I can't remember who sang it. But the words that come to mind are... "And so this is Christmas And what have you done? Another year over And a new one has begun |And so happy Christmas blah blah blah... la la la" Anyway.. How many years have to go by? And when they all go by then what? Standing at my Aunties crypt yesterday I was confronted with relatives who I h...

Well Christmas is just around the corner. My Mother has already started to cook. Being from an Italian family means we eat the whole day till we are so full that we just pass out. But according to her it is never enough. We are always treated to a wonderful feast of food. Here in Oz though it is hot on Christmas day (usually) and so we dont have a hugely hot meal, it is mainly fish and pasta. Lasagna, canneloni, spaghetti... yes all in the one meal, prawns, baked fish, lobsters, balmain b...

Ok.. yesterday I came home feeling like shit and wanting everyone to stay home and not come make my life at work a nightmare. Last night though my sister came over and wanted me to come with her to take her two boys to see the various Christmas light displays around peoples homes. So reluctantly I agreed. I was really happy that I did! Wow people have put such an effort in my town this year, it's true they are all trying to outdo each other but in that effort they have really put on a ...

Oh My God. Today at work was so busy. The lines never stopped. People are going crazy! I just wanted them to stop. Go Home people Christmas is cancelled! Stop Maxing out your credit cards. Stop buying endless amounts of Crap so you can feel better about yourselves. Just Stop!! Im buggered.

So Im another year older now. 32! Wow didn't think I would make it this far so it's all a bonus from now on! I had a great birthday. I did some shopping in the morning and brought myself some nice shoes. Now believe me that is an effort for me. Im not one to have alot of shoes. I wear a pair of shoes to the death. My last pair was a hand me down from a mate who was going to throw them out because he got new shoes, even though the old shoes were new. So I have now four pairs of shoes. Yay! ...