Once again I am learning one of life's simple lessons that seems to be thrown at me.
There are no friends. True friendship I mean, sure there are people you can call friends, but moslty there are only people who want or need, and when it comes down to the times that you really need them.. well there is noone but you.
Im in the process of packing once more. The reason why Im on the net at the moment is because Im trying to find a flight out of here and back home so I can get away from here for the time being.
Yeah you read right, Im packing. Why? Because Im being thrown out. I have been given an ultimatum, either come up with money or I have 2 days in which to move, or my stuff will be planted out on the front lawn. Money. It is the true destroyer of hearts and souls. It is the very thing that has caused our society to become so corrupt and full of contempt.
And all from the one that I considered my "best" friend. The anger and seething hatred that is coming from his eyes is worse than any devil I have come across. It is the talk of an alcoholic, the talk of one who constantly abuses their body with pot and alcohol and the constant desire to fullfill that and other needs. It is truely the talk of a man possessed.
Im scared at the moment. Im tired, and I can't stop crying.
If Im not online for a few days just think of me and send me some good thoughts ok ..Joeuser?