Well today I officially started back at my work.
It was a really busy day and right now Im on the lounge buggered. I had a talk to my manager and she is going to make sure I get at least three days a week work and working in the afternoons so that I get a chance to recover from my medication in the mornings. I can't believe how supportive and nice she was. I think I need to get her a gift of thanks. She really blew me away with her support and encouragement for me to work and get my life back on track again.
I enjoyed being there. It made me feel normal again.
Ive been talking with Marcus, he seems keen to get to know me more. I think Im gonna take it one step at a time with him now. Not get too gun ho and jump in boots and all, even though that is what I want to do. The fact that he lives an hours drive away from me is something Im concerned about for him, even though it doesnt bother me now I think it is playing on his mind. One thing I have made clear to him is that I need open communication with him and honesty. If something is on our minds we need to talk about it and get it out into the open before problems arise, It is something I have learnt from past relationships. So at this stage we are getting to know each other. It's all good, and it's nice to have someone who is actually think ing of me in that way again.
This weekend a mate of mine from Melbourne is coming up for work in my area and is going to spend some time with me which is great. He is actually my first boyfriend from when I was about 17. We have managed to be friends still and keep in contact regular. There isnt anything more there than friendship and we get along really well. I love Melbourne. It is really different to any of the other major cities in Australia. I find it has more culture and diversity. People live in the city and hang around more in the city there. Whereas in Sydney they seem to be in the city more for work and then go home. Its more busy and people dont seem as friendly as in Melbourne. In Melbourne you get a smile.
Im also going to start learning more about Bach Flower Remedies. In the past I have found a connection with them, and started learning about them but other things got in the way and I had to put it on the back burner. So last night I got my books out again and started reading up and making some notes. Ill write a blog about them soon.
Well folks Im a bit buggered. Im gonna check out whats been happening in the world of JU.. and then have a rest.