The Purpose of Life is to Live it..not to spend all of it searching for the purpose. Live Live Live like every second was your last.
Published on November 7, 2004 By Phoenixboi In Blogging
Well Im at home, it's been a really sunny day today and I spent most of it at the beach with a mate of mine.

MArcus came down on Friday night, I made him a really nice dinner which he thought was great. We had champagne and then went for a really nice walk along the beach. He was really quiet though. Which he says was due to being a little nervous in unfamiliar territory. But you know when you feel something is different inside. Anyway might just be my paranoia.

That night we went to bed and at about 2 am he woke up really ill. He couldnt breathe properly it hurt him to breathe. He had been feeling a little unwell since I met him but it seemed to have gotten worse. So I took care of him the best I could. I didnt want to have him go to the hospital where I am because of the service they give you because of the HIV. So I made sure he was comfortable and ok and he went back to sleep. He woke up again at about 5 am and then I got him ready and made him go back to Sydney where he could go to the major hospitals. He ended up spending the major part of the day with his folks at the hospital where they found some fluid on the bottom of his lung, so he is now on antibiotics and needs to rest majorly.

So the first night he spent in my home was not so pleasant due to him being unwell. He was really pissed off about it too. But really thanked me for looking after him. I havent really heard from him today but Im going to give him a call later to see how he is going.

So the initial feelings of euphoria have gone. Now im just feeling a little weird. Dont know why. My instincts are telling me something.

I guess time will let it out.

I went out with my sister last night. We went to the local Pub and drank tequila and lemonade. Id never had tequila before. It was nice. Im a cheap drunk though, three drinks and im really happy. I had a good time. (note to chip... the tequila didnt do strange things to me like it does to you.. was i drinking enough of it?)..

Anyhow I got to tend to my skin..its a little burnt from the sun today..


Comments
on Nov 07, 2004
I'm sorry to hear about your feelings or paranoia and that the night didn't go so well. I hope Marcus is feeling better quickly.

note to chip... the tequila didnt do strange things to me like it does to you.. was i drinking enough of it?)..


Well, that's enough for me if it's straight. But, it does affect different people in different ways.
on Nov 07, 2004

Are your inner alarm bells going off, P?  You should heed them if they are......