There is something in the air at the moment.
I dont know whether it is just me but I feel things changing in the air. Lots of dissatsfaction with current situations in peoples personal lives including my own and a great drive to want things to change.
Are you feeling the same?
I was walking along the beach the other day. I stood still on the shores edge and watched the waves come over my feet. Something inside me said. The tide goes in and the tide goes out. The tides been out for a while with me, it's time the tide came back in. New energy, new adventures, new love.
I am so aware of the ability for things to change constantly in my life. I've come to realise that change is growth. No stagnation. Nothing stands still. Evolution?
I kept walking and I was thinking about my life.
When I was about 16 I asked for the "burning", the burning of my Karma, the acceleration of my growth. Again I had that thought. It scared me for a few minutes because it brought on thoughts of loneliness.
Then I thought about how I might be alone for the rest of my life. No intimacy that people around me are feeling. But through this aloneness comes all-one-ness. The enlightenment that Dharma has been speaking about in her blog.
Encouraging this change, this growth.. what will it bring? Maybe a deep sense of belonging, an understanding of wholeness that is my heart expanding and my being letting go.