I've been working everyday since last Saturday now and it has been really busy at work. Today was a day off for me and I was determined to get to the beach and recharge. This morning I started my medication. So far so good. It's the stocrin that I have beside me at the moment waiting to take that Im a little scared about taking.. but Im going to blog right now and not think about it.
So anyhow I decided it was a great chance to head to the beach today, so I got up early and got dressed and headed toward one of my favourite beaches. On the way I saw some people watching with binoculors so there must have been whales out. I was really excitied to see not only one but two humpback whales leaping out of the water, playing and splashing really close to shore.
For me it is a special sign. Whales are my power animal which means they are a special spirit that looks after me, I can count on their strength in times of need and learn from their spirit. So today I really needed this. I've been feeling a little over it lately. Over life and over this whole situation. It's almost like I feel like I no longer need to be in the situation I am in at the moment. Like Ive lived enough of it and need to move on. Let the next chapter of my life open up. Im over being on the same merry go round. I wanna get off it now and move onto the next ride.
I didnt stay long at the beach today, it got really windy and cool, but seeing the whales made it all worth while. Thankyou for the strength beautiful souls.
Now I gotta take these pills. ...