The Purpose of Life is to Live it..not to spend all of it searching for the purpose. Live Live Live like every second was your last.
Published on October 7, 2004 By Phoenixboi In Blogging
I've been working everyday since last Saturday now and it has been really busy at work. Today was a day off for me and I was determined to get to the beach and recharge. This morning I started my medication. So far so good. It's the stocrin that I have beside me at the moment waiting to take that Im a little scared about taking.. but Im going to blog right now and not think about it.

So anyhow I decided it was a great chance to head to the beach today, so I got up early and got dressed and headed toward one of my favourite beaches. On the way I saw some people watching with binoculors so there must have been whales out. I was really excitied to see not only one but two humpback whales leaping out of the water, playing and splashing really close to shore.

For me it is a special sign. Whales are my power animal which means they are a special spirit that looks after me, I can count on their strength in times of need and learn from their spirit. So today I really needed this. I've been feeling a little over it lately. Over life and over this whole situation. It's almost like I feel like I no longer need to be in the situation I am in at the moment. Like Ive lived enough of it and need to move on. Let the next chapter of my life open up. Im over being on the same merry go round. I wanna get off it now and move onto the next ride.

I didnt stay long at the beach today, it got really windy and cool, but seeing the whales made it all worth while. Thankyou for the strength beautiful souls.

Now I gotta take these pills. ...

Comments
on Oct 07, 2004

It's almost like I feel like I no longer need to be in the situation I am in at the moment. Like Ive lived enough of it and need to move on. Let the next chapter of my life open up. Im over being on the same merry go round. I wanna get off it now and move onto the next ride.

That's probably the most profound thing I've ever heard you say....

You, my friend, are making progress, both spiritually and physically.  You know what you were saying a while back about divine intervention?  I think that you are finally on the right path, and I think that your soul knows that. 

It seems to me that there are 3 of us 'lost' souls here who are on their way home....myself, LW, and now you, P.  Seems like we all came here, all found each other and are all finally finding where we need to be.  I think that there's some divine intervention behind that, too.

I'm glad that you got to see your whales.  Maybe oneday I'll get to see them with you...?!  I can always hope...

on Oct 07, 2004

I'm glad that you got to see your whales. Maybe oneday I'll get to see them with you...?! I can always hope...


how about you both visit me and we all watch them here ? . (a girl can hope !)


glad you had a boost phoenix. keep it up


mig XX

on Oct 07, 2004
Very nice. Whales are really beautiful. I'm glad you were able to get a sign of strength at a time where it could really help make a difference for you. Take care and once again, good luck with the meds. I hope they help you.
on Oct 07, 2004
Good look with the meds mate...hang in there, hopefully it'll be better this time around
on Oct 08, 2004
Seems like we all came here, all found each other and are all finally finding where we need to be. I think that there's some divine intervention behind that, too.


I believe that as well Dharma.. I havent really got a clear message from it yet, Ill have to talk with you about it more.
I'm glad that you got to see your whales. Maybe oneday I'll get to see them with you...?! I can always hope...


I hope so as well. I really do.
on Oct 08, 2004
how about you both visit me and we all watch them here ? . (a girl can hope !)glad you had a boost phoenix. keep it up


Hey Migs.. thats a deal.
on Oct 08, 2004
I'm glad you were able to get a sign of strength at a time where it could really help make a difference for you. Take care and once again, good luck with the meds. I hope they help you.


Hey Chiprj.. how bout you come and see the whales with me, Dharma and Migs. I think Id really like to sit and have a long chat with you mate. You give me a good sense about you, and your heart. Thanks for the wishes mate, it's really appreciated.
on Oct 08, 2004
hang in there, hopefully it'll be better this time around


Hey Mack.. thanks ..

I had a really draining day today. The meds really hit me hard last night and Im not looking forward to taking them again tonight but I got no choice really if I want to give them a go.