Well it was back to a more stable routine for me today.
I started work at a huge department store today. It was mostly training and occupational health stuff today and not out on the floor but I felt really good being there and it being a routine I can get myself into. I havent worked in a "normal" job for a while well one that I dont have to think much and can leave and not take it with me. BEing Poz things can go a little haywire without much notice so having a proper job with a routine is a great achievement for me. By this I mean getting sick can sometimes knock me around for a while and its not so easy to tell your employer that you have HIV and need extra time off when it happens. But Im feeling stronger cause the meds are working really well so its time to start to take back control of my life and get back into society as best as I can. I get a little nervous but it makes me feel really good to be able to do it.
So Im really happy with whats happening with me at the moment.
And guess what! Its been raining all day! The airs clearer and it feels like things have settled down..now we just need this rain to start filling up the dams. But my garden is dancing and all the plants are standing up and have a smile on their leaves.