It finally rained last night. Not only did it rain but it poured! Thunder and lightening and heavy wonderful rain!
Still not enough though, but as a relief it was very welcomed. The air feels clean and crisp.
I had very bizarre dreams last night. Stocrin dreams. Stocrin is one of the drugs I am on. It makes you feel like your on an ecstacy pill, not a good one. I take it at night so I can ride it out while Im asleep. The only thing though is that it give you the most vivid dreams. I couldnt imagine taking it during the day. I would be a zombie if I did. I wonder what this is doing to my psyche. I guess Im used to it now. Its been 4 months now. Last nights dreams were disturbing though. I kept waking up, wishing that they would stop.
Im getting night sweats again now. Ive got to get myself some more bed clothes. Waking up in a pool of water is really annoying. Where does all that water come from? I have to remember to keep drinking during the day.
Ive had some really good comments from my coming out HIV on here. It gives me strength to keep writing about it and its like a little flood gate for me because Ive kept it inside for so long. There is so much I want to write about. Im glad people are reading and understanding.
Im gonna go have breakfast. Ill be back with some more later.