Is it 2007 already?
I dunno about you but to me it really doesn't feel like a new year has begun. The Summer has been cooler, I haven't been for a real swim as yet and things just dont seem right here down under.
It's funny how everything around you determines the way you feel on the inside.
Recently I turned 34. My hair is starting to get glimpses of grey and the lines on my face are starting to show. Funny how I didnt think that would ever eventuate.
I'm still here though and I'm still alive. Spending so much of life worrying about living really was counterproductive. In that timespan time didn't stand still. Dreams and illusions faded with the memories of the people I encountered and the lives I touched or have touched me.
The passing of another year brings with it the marking of a whole year of being in a relationship. It only seems like yesterday that we met, and it only feels like I am just now starting to fall in love. Opening my heart again to another person has been a hard task for me, but slowly the stones have turned into the blood that races through my body, the same blood that I was cursing for being my poison.
I live in a wonderful house with a wonderful garden. It's been my home now for the past twelve years and even in my absence for just a couple it has taken on my energy and represents what I believe in on the inside.
Is it 2007 already?
Im guessing I will find out for sure soon enough when the heat finally arrives and the ocean soothes my soul.
I hope this year brings you all joy and experiences to help you understand the makings of your lives.