Would you walk upto someone in the street, a stranger and say to them "Hi, your a fuckwit"? The last time I checked I am alive. I go to work, I have family, I have friends and I go out. I eat and breathe and watch television. How about you? Are you sure your alive? Now your probably wondering what the point of this article is? Well, what is it that makes people think that sitting behind a computer screen and typing on chat rooms or writing blog articles doesnt make it real? Are we...

Today is a great day. Everyone should celebrate freedom and justice. Today is a great day .... *walks away whistling*....

I believe in Karma. Karma the universal law of cause and effect, reap what you sow. I believe every action has a reaction. I believe in Karma. I believe we all get what we give. I believe that everything you say and think has as much weight as what you do. If you think it, it is as good as doing it. I believe that life is what we make of it. I believe that good and evil is part of the same coin. One cannot exist without the other. Like light and dark without one we wouldnt understand what...

I have been informed that on a site that is connected with a former user of JU and now banned user someone is using the name phoenixboi pretending to be me and saying some stupid stuff. Well just so people know, it isnt me. I have nothing to do with that site and really I am over the whole drama that those people have caused. Good ridence to them and I hope they rot in their own hate. If they think that impersonating me and saying shit is going to affect my life then they really have noth...

I've been working everyday since last Saturday now and it has been really busy at work. Today was a day off for me and I was determined to get to the beach and recharge. This morning I started my medication. So far so good. It's the stocrin that I have beside me at the moment waiting to take that Im a little scared about taking.. but Im going to blog right now and not think about it. So anyhow I decided it was a great chance to head to the beach today, so I got up early and got dressed and...

Yesterday Ju reader I was over it. I really was. There was nothing in my life that was calling me to stay. I really wanted things to end. Once again I started medication and it felt like things were going round in circles for me. Did I want to start this trip again? No not really. Ive been going through this for the past 14 years now and really it's becoming tiresome. It doesnt gain friendships, it doesnt gain lasting love, I wake up alone, and the energy that I feel in my soul doesnt com...

Well today we get our first real taste of what this summer is going to be like on the east coast of Australia. It is 10.30am at the moment and already it is 33 degrees C. im not sure of the conversion but Im guessing it is in the high 90's F. It's windy, it's hot and the bush close to my house is really looking vulnerable. Best thing to do today would be to go to a shopping centre and stay cool in the air conditioning. Worst thing about today is that Im feeling like crap and wasnt able to...

There is something in the air at the moment. I dont know whether it is just me but I feel things changing in the air. Lots of dissatsfaction with current situations in peoples personal lives including my own and a great drive to want things to change. Are you feeling the same? I was walking along the beach the other day. I stood still on the shores edge and watched the waves come over my feet. Something inside me said. The tide goes in and the tide goes out. The tides been out for ...

Im going to be 32 soon, well in a couple of months time. I didn't think I would make it this far. You know when your a kid and you think about getting older and 20 sounds really old. Back then I didn't think I would make it past 26. It was always the year, 26 for some reason had to me that ring to it. Life would end at 26. So anything over 26 for me is a bonus. Now Im reaching 32 I look back and can understand why somehow my subconscious made the choice of 26. From the age of 26 my who...

Im quite outraged at the moment. For months now I have been saying that SPM and his cult of followers are a dangerous mob. With the various posts I got responses from people on JU in support and also others telling me to ignore the hate and even some bloggers telling me I was being ridiculous for the concern because he is "fake" and how can you "fight fake people". The have attacked Myself, LW, greywar, cornbread, manopeace... all personal and hateful attacks. Finally SPM was banned from ...

I had a strange dream last night.. well all my dreams are currently strange because of my medication.. but this one has stuck with me. I had a dream that I was at the beach and there was iceburgs floating around, parts of Antarctica floating around and people from everywhere coming out to have a look. There was word out that the Icecaps were melting and the oceans all around the world were rising. I thought about places like Venice sinking beneath huge amounts of water. My mum was with...

I think I am falling in love. This hasnt happened in a really long time. I just wanted to say this here.. cause it means alot to me. Ill blog more about it soon.

If you read my earlier article on a dream that I had the other night you will know what I am talking about.. Now I know it's Venice, but I did dream about rising flood waters and melting ice caps and I was telling my Mum in my dream about Venice. Was this a Premonition? What do you think ? Link

Hey JU users.. ive been here for a while now.. but still I think Im a little illiterate when it comes to using JU. Id like to add favourites to my blog list, but ive triued and I dont know how! can anyone help me.??

Ive just worked out I can log in from another location so If you got comments on your blog and they said "phoenixboi from sydney" then you will know it was me... Im still computer la la..LOL Anyhow I am in sydney at the moment. I have been to the drs to get my monthly check up and to get some more meds. They seem to be happy with me and dont want me to come back to see them until January which is a great thing. We discussed changing meds but I think it would be better for me at the moment ...