Im going to be 32 soon, well in a couple of months time. I didn't think I would make it this far. You know when your a kid and you think about getting older and 20 sounds really old. Back then I didn't think I would make it past 26. It was always the year, 26 for some reason had to me that ring to it. Life would end at 26. So anything over 26 for me is a bonus. Now Im reaching 32 I look back and can understand why somehow my subconscious made the choice of 26. From the age of 26 my who...

Im quite outraged at the moment. For months now I have been saying that SPM and his cult of followers are a dangerous mob. With the various posts I got responses from people on JU in support and also others telling me to ignore the hate and even some bloggers telling me I was being ridiculous for the concern because he is "fake" and how can you "fight fake people". The have attacked Myself, LW, greywar, cornbread, manopeace... all personal and hateful attacks. Finally SPM was banned from ...

I had a strange dream last night.. well all my dreams are currently strange because of my medication.. but this one has stuck with me. I had a dream that I was at the beach and there was iceburgs floating around, parts of Antarctica floating around and people from everywhere coming out to have a look. There was word out that the Icecaps were melting and the oceans all around the world were rising. I thought about places like Venice sinking beneath huge amounts of water. My mum was with...

I think I am falling in love. This hasnt happened in a really long time. I just wanted to say this here.. cause it means alot to me. Ill blog more about it soon.

If you read my earlier article on a dream that I had the other night you will know what I am talking about.. Now I know it's Venice, but I did dream about rising flood waters and melting ice caps and I was telling my Mum in my dream about Venice. Was this a Premonition? What do you think ? Link

Hey JU users.. ive been here for a while now.. but still I think Im a little illiterate when it comes to using JU. Id like to add favourites to my blog list, but ive triued and I dont know how! can anyone help me.??

Ive just worked out I can log in from another location so If you got comments on your blog and they said "phoenixboi from sydney" then you will know it was me... Im still computer la la..LOL Anyhow I am in sydney at the moment. I have been to the drs to get my monthly check up and to get some more meds. They seem to be happy with me and dont want me to come back to see them until January which is a great thing. We discussed changing meds but I think it would be better for me at the moment ...

Well Im at home, it's been a really sunny day today and I spent most of it at the beach with a mate of mine. MArcus came down on Friday night, I made him a really nice dinner which he thought was great. We had champagne and then went for a really nice walk along the beach. He was really quiet though. Which he says was due to being a little nervous in unfamiliar territory. But you know when you feel something is different inside. Anyway might just be my paranoia. That night we went to ...

Well Im finally back to normal. There is no itch. My head feels normal. Im eating again. Im sleeping again. I dont feel like I am about to die anymore. I spent a good day in the sun today. It felt really good. The water is still cold though so no swims for a while. Im gonna enjoy this time like no other.

Well today I officially started back at my work. It was a really busy day and right now Im on the lounge buggered. I had a talk to my manager and she is going to make sure I get at least three days a week work and working in the afternoons so that I get a chance to recover from my medication in the mornings. I can't believe how supportive and nice she was. I think I need to get her a gift of thanks. She really blew me away with her support and encouragement for me to work and get my life ...

I went out to lunch with Marcus yesterday he took me out to Yum Cha in the city. I dont think I have ever been to Yum Cha. It was an enlightening experience. People coming around with trolleys full of food and you just pick out what appeals to you the most and they put a stamp on a card to say how much you've eaten. It was nice to see Marcus again. I hadn't seen him in nearly a week. He's got a really nice smile which seems to light something up in me. So while eating Yum Cha somethin...

Well it's been two weeks since I met Marcus. We spent last Friday eating Yum Cha. I had a really good time with him. The next day he talks with me and tells me he must have gotten food poisoning and was feeling really sick. SO over this weekend I have been calling him to make sure he is ok and messaging him and stuff. I havent really heard much from him. I was really worried about him. Anyhow this morning I called him and his mother answered the phone. SHe said he was asleep and was fe...

Well Im back in Sydney for a few days, well Im going back home today. Since being up here I have had a few revelations about my life and where I want things to go. * Im going to go back to the gym . Im not happy with the way my body is looking and feeling right now. I've been wasting alot of time and energy doing useless things (well things that havent made me happy) so I am going to channel this energy into more positive forces in my life. Improving my body image is going to be on...

Here is a hypothetical.. The earth is about to be hit by a comet, there is nothing anyone can do about it, it is projected to hit in about 12 hours time. Total destruction is imminent. What will you do for the next twelve hours ? Link