Today we remember all those that have lost their lives. Today we remember the ones who have gone and have left their legacies. Today we remember the ones who are still fighting. Light a Candle. Buy a Ribbon. Make a Difference.

SO JU user Ive been blogging on here now since May this year. I've shared a little of my life about living with this virus. Is there anything you want to know? Is there anything your curious about? What experiences have you had when it comes to do with HIV?

There is a lesson I am learning in this lifetime. At the moment it is hitting home really hard. In the end no matter who you have around you or how much you give of yourself, your alone. Noone or nothing can truly understsnd how you might feel inside or experience what you have experienced in this lifetime. Aloneness is all we have.

The medication I am on at the moment is producing some really bizarre dreams. Last night I had a dream about a cat and this lady who had two dogs. The dogs had to kill the cat and were let loose on it. When they caught the cat they attacked it but didnt kill it just paralysed it. Then I went to the womans house and she had a whole lot of cats. The bizarre thing was that some of them had three eyes, like a third eye in the middle. Now with efavrez dreams (the drug).. the dreams are ver...

Well finally there is something that I agree with the Prime Minister John Howard and treasurer Peter Costello on. This year for Christmas give your children Love. I work at a major department store in Australia. The past couple of weeks have been really busy. Being a checkout operator I see what people are buying their families for Christmas. It seems to me that people are buying things just for the sake of buying. They seem to have an endless amount of credit to spend without any tho...

Have you ever loved someone so much that you would give your life for them? This was an article written on here a couple of days ago. It caused me to think alot about who I would die for. There is one person in my life who means the most to me. He is my best mate. We have been through some tough times together and some really beautiful moments together as well. Thing is at the moment we arent talking with each other. We had a really stupid argument last weekend and ever since then we have...

What is with the recent spate of suicidals on JU? There seems to be a big cry out for help at the moment from some recent bloggers wanting to end it all. Is life really that painful that you want to end it? I spend most of my life trying to find ways to live. Trying to prolong life by taking a huge amount of medication that is extremely toxic to my body yet it is supposed to help fight a virus that is slowly taking it over. I try to manage a range of side effects ranging from extrem...

Im a little confused. Well not really but Id like to see peoples views on this issue. Here we have China. A nation with a heck of alot of people living in it, (currently around 1.2 billion) which has as its leadership a dictator . Currently China occupies Tibet, slaughtered millions of lives in its take over and no one is blinking an eyelid over it. No troops have been sent in, nothing by the international community has been done. This dictatorship has even turned on its people and m...

Tonight I was invited to my nephews 6th class graduation. The night began in the school hall with certificates presented to each member of the class. I was so proud as an Uncle to sit there and see my nephew all of 11 at his first graduation. They then sang a couple of songs and then an imovie presentation of the past year was put on for all to see. This brought a tear to my eye. Watching how the next generation of youth was passing from one stage of their lives to the next. How when ...

There is a song at the moment by Green Day that is very popular here in Oz... the words go like this: Don't want to be an American Idiot Don't want a nation under the new media Can you har the sound of hyteria? The subliminal mind fuck America Welcome to a new kind of tention All across the alienation Where everything isn't ment to be okay Television dreams of tomorow We're not the ones meant to follow For thats enough to argue Maybe im the faggot America I'm not a part of ...

Well today is my last day at being 31. What a year it has been! It started off exactly Jan 1 by my father having a heart attack and being in hospital for the next two weeks. All was calm for the next couple of months and then my eldest sister turned 40. No big deal there except a few weeks later she was arrested, and I spent the day in the docks with her. The next five months was a battle to get her kids back, which she finally did without conviction or criminal record, it was all a...

Its one hour to go and counting... 31 years of life.. doesnt sound like much. On the scale of things it really isnt even a second in the hours of time. But In these 31 years Ive learnt alot about life, about love and about death! Im gonna party tomorrow... cause god damnit it's my birthday! and im gonna show em how it's done! ...I know .. ramblin about nothing.. but hey it isnt everyday your not 31 no longer! LOL