Well it's been two weeks since I met Marcus.
We spent last Friday eating Yum Cha. I had a really good time with him. The next day he talks with me and tells me he must have gotten food poisoning and was feeling really sick. SO over this weekend I have been calling him to make sure he is ok and messaging him and stuff. I havent really heard much from him. I was really worried about him.
Anyhow this morning I called him and his mother answered the phone. SHe said he was asleep and was feeling sick still. So he obviously wasnt going to work. It's good he needs to get better. So I sent him an email to let him know I had been thinking about him and that I hoped he was ok, and that I was really concerned about him.
He emailed me back. In one instant he wiped the smile on my face that I had there for the past two weeks.
He tells me he is going to move interstate. That he isnt happy in Sydney and that a long distance relationship isnt going to work. So we should end the romantic part of our relationship now before we get too attached.
Well buddy too late. I am attached. I am feeling pain right now and everything that was reawakened inside me has been thrown out the window. Where was the option to come with you? Where was the discussion about what was happening? Did everything you said to me in the past two weeks mean nothing?
Umm right now Im pissed, I feel like drowning and dying. My heart feels like it is being shredded by lions.
I need to go cry.