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efavrenz dreaming again.
Published on December 7, 2004 By Phoenixboi In Blogging
The medication I am on at the moment is producing some really bizarre dreams.

Last night I had a dream about a cat and this lady who had two dogs. The dogs had to kill the cat and were let loose on it. When they caught the cat they attacked it but didnt kill it just paralysed it. Then I went to the womans house and she had a whole lot of cats. The bizarre thing was that some of them had three eyes, like a third eye in the middle.

Now with efavrez dreams (the drug).. the dreams are very lucid and real so it is like I am really there. For some reason I had to escape this house. I remembered that there was the dogs outside and there was some other stuff happening inside so when I went outside the only way I could escape was to fly. So I ran really fast and then took off into the sky and was flying. This felt really freeing. The moment I started to think..hey im flying, I started to come back down to earth.

These dreams are getting more and more intense lately. What my subconcious is bringing up though worries me a little. They dont ever seem to be pleasant dreams but usually dreams with violence or fear. This is a common thing with efavrenz though and alot of people on it experience the same type of dreaming. Why it is becoming more intense at the moment though I dont know. Maybe it has got to do with the fact that there is alot of emotions running around me right now. I just have to ride with them I guess and see what happens.

on Dec 07, 2004
I have no idea what your dream means. Maybe the dogs are YOU fighting the cats THE DISEASE. But when you go in the house YOUR BODY you realize there's too much of the disease to fight so you run away. By fleeing (ignoring the disease) and flying you think you are a winner but soon realize you have to step on reality (falling down). And it is scary.

There must be some issues you need to sort out phoenixboi.

Of course i know nothing about dreams, this is my own interpretation. Maybe cut down on the drugs?
on Dec 07, 2004
Actually the dogs would be the drugs, in that interpretation of mine.

(You can start calling me Freud)
on Dec 07, 2004
Hey Island Gurl thanks for your interpretation.. I had a dream when i was younger about dogs and was told they represent disease as well. I cant cut down on the drugs cause they are what is helping to fight the virus. It's a weird situation. NIce work Freud! Ill have a think about what youve said.
on Dec 07, 2004
yeh well dont take it too seriously, you should also know that dogs=fidelity. So i could be totally wrong
on Dec 07, 2004
Who knows Island G .. these dreams are so bizarre lately. It's good to have imput for you guys though. Thanks!
on Dec 07, 2004
Heh no worries. I found this at

To see a cat in your dream, signifies much misfortune, treachery, and bad luck. However, for the cat lover, cats signifies an independent spirit, feminine sexuality, creativity, and power. If the cat is aggressive, then it suggests that you are having problems with the feminine aspect of yourself. If you see a cat with no tail, then it signifies a lost of independence and lack of autonomy.

To dream that a cat is biting you, symbolizes the devouring female. Perhaps you are taking and taking without giving. You may be expressing some fear or frustration especially when something is not going as planned.

To see a black cat in your dream, indicates that you are experiencing some fear in using your psychic abilities and believing in your intuition. You may erroneously associate the black cat with evil, destruction, and bad luck. If you see a white cat, then it denotes difficult times.

To dream that a cat killed a spider, suggests that you are expressing your femininity in a seductive and cunning manner rather than in an overtly and almost destructive way.

Maybe you should check out the site
on Dec 08, 2004
wow thanks Islad G... sounds very interesting!!