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Published on January 3, 2007 By Phoenixboi In Blogging
Is it 2007 already?

I dunno about you but to me it really doesn't feel like a new year has begun. The Summer has been cooler, I haven't been for a real swim as yet and things just dont seem right here down under.

It's funny how everything around you determines the way you feel on the inside.

Recently I turned 34. My hair is starting to get glimpses of grey and the lines on my face are starting to show. Funny how I didnt think that would ever eventuate.

I'm still here though and I'm still alive. Spending so much of life worrying about living really was counterproductive. In that timespan time didn't stand still. Dreams and illusions faded with the memories of the people I encountered and the lives I touched or have touched me.

The passing of another year brings with it the marking of a whole year of being in a relationship. It only seems like yesterday that we met, and it only feels like I am just now starting to fall in love. Opening my heart again to another person has been a hard task for me, but slowly the stones have turned into the blood that races through my body, the same blood that I was cursing for being my poison.

I live in a wonderful house with a wonderful garden. It's been my home now for the past twelve years and even in my absence for just a couple it has taken on my energy and represents what I believe in on the inside.

Is it 2007 already?

Im guessing I will find out for sure soon enough when the heat finally arrives and the ocean soothes my soul.

I hope this year brings you all joy and experiences to help you understand the makings of your lives.


Comments
on Jan 03, 2007
Hey, long time no see. How ya doing?

No, it isn't 2007 yet, your calender must be running fast.
on Jan 03, 2007
Hey Phoenix! Nice to see ya!

Hmm, yes it is. Unless M is right and our calendars are running too fast!! I can't believe it's here already too. My little one keeps asking me when 's the next Christmas! Kids!

I'm glad you've settled down. You actually sound so much more complete and so much happier. That's really great to read!

You have a great year too. It's not easy when things happens that you don't plan on, but all you can do is go along with the flow and keep on living!
on Jan 04, 2007
Hey, long time no see. How ya doing?


Im doin good Mason.. as good as can be expected How about you?

your calender must be running fast.


Yeh I think it must be!

My little one keeps asking me when 's the next Christmas! Kids!


Im glad it only comes once a year Foreverserenity.. and good to see you too! I am feeling hmmm maybe older.. lol..
Hope you have a great 2007!
on Jan 04, 2007
How about you?



Same as always; fair to poor, poor to broke.
on Jan 04, 2007
The garden sounds great. You should post pics.

Hope 2007 brings you joy and health.
on Jan 07, 2007
Same as always; fair to poor, poor to broke.


hopefully not poor on all fronts!

The garden sounds great. You should post pics.Hope 2007 brings you joy and health.


Thanks Tova Might do that and hope it brings you the same!